Stunning Sai..!!

My mobile calender showed "July 30, 2010"

Received messages in bulk... All reading the same.. "Advance Friendship day wishes"... I hope almost all had got booster pack that day.. Coz even those-who-won't-reply-for-my-messages had also greeteed me...

We planned for self-financing party on the eve of friendship day.. Invited all (Hope so.. :p).. Few accepted..Few declined.. Few ignored.. All was set for the party..

The E-Banner called it as

Time for party came.. Just when I reached the party-place , Vignesh along with sai came and said "Dude..Jalaa Called me yaar.. I invited him...He told that he will join us in fifteen minutes.."

The Bday boy Mass (a) Mendis (a) Manoj (a) Mr. Toad-Crusher led us to the hotel.. We partied..

Fun time... 2 hours of fun.. Apart from me , Psycho, Bammu, Envy, Jalaa, Braga, Mr.piles, Mass (The premium sponsor for Mr Piles) and few forgot-to-invite-friends came.. We partied..

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MS, S.Ka and Noor couldn't attend the party.. MS and Noor had other plans while S.Ka was on bed suffering from jaundice..

It was 1st og Aug.. It was around quarter past 8 in the morning.. I was all set to prepare for Maths Unit Test ( in an attempt at least to clear all in this ut) Which was scheduled to be conducted on Monday.. Just then, My mobile rang..

My mom shouted " Ragul...Didn't I say you to switch off your mobile while studying"..

"Mom...It is Bammu ma"

Bammu : "Dude.. Shall we go to S.ka's home and see him...He is not well "

Me: " Yup...When?

Bammu: "In about 15 minutes"

Me:" I'll be ther in 5 min"

Then I called Sai to ask him "Should I pick him?"

He replied me "I am already in Bammu's house...Come soon"

I then switched to formals from shorts and took my vehicle's key...

"Mom...I m going to Bammu's house... Will return in a hour"

"Ragul...Have your breakfast and go...It will be ready in 5 min"

"No ma...I don't have time...Bye..."

I reached bammu's house and as soon as i entered the first question I asked was " Where the hell has envy gone..? Has He went shopping with dhoom?

Bammu: " I'll call him"

Bammu:"Hey..He had cut the call da,,"

Sai:" I'll ring to landline"

"Aunty...is Envy there...__________________________________ Oh kk."

"He is taking bath"

Me:"My foot..."

Finally he came...We 4 along with Mr.Piles were all set to go...

Bammu: "We'll get him a Horlicks..Else it won't be descent:

Me:"Yup..Oh...Here it is my share 20 Rs'

We got 100 rs...

We went into a shop...

Envy: " We'll get him Horlicks"

Me: " Hey Juniour or Seniour one.. lol..."

Sai: "Hey.. We'll take Horlicks lite da"

Bammu: "Dude..It costs 145 Rs da"

Sai: "Dai.. We'll change the tradition...We'll get his BOOST "

Bammu: "Thu....I told you guys not to bring him na..see him..."

Meanwhile Mr.Piles suggested another idea..

Mr.Piles: "We'll get him some apples... These apples are very BIG in size"

Me @ labour: "Excuse me...How much a Kg of apple costs."

Labour: "Rs 112 0nly... Would you like to have some?

Me: "No thanks...Just asked.."

In meantime sai said "Dude...My Stomach is upset da....I wanna go home yaar.."

Soon Bammu Bursted into laughter..

We went one wrack after the other,..

From cookies to Pedigiries... From Noodles to chocolate drink.. we tried all...

Sai suddenly took a AXE Body spray and sprayed it...

Bammu began to Shout "I don't know who the hell is he"

Finally Envy came at a good idea and asked us to buy OATS for him...It costed 85 rs...We had 15 rs in hand..

Sai: "Its mine.."

Me: "****"

Bammu: " We'll get s.ka's bro a chocolate da..."

I opted for Gems while Envy opted for Kit Kat..

Bammu picked a chocolate...

We all then went to S.ka's house...

We thought that S.Ka would be in bed and we would wake him and just talk for half an hour...

To all our surprise, he danced and came to the door to welcome all...

Bammu gave the horlicks bottle to his mom while I gave his cute bro Anu the chocolate which we bought for him...

From Jaudice,The topic shifted to Unit Tests... From Unit tests, It shifted to Rajini's Endhiran... From there, it went to Envy... We chatted for about 1 hour.. Meanwhile ME and BAMMU received LIFE-THREATENING CALLS from respective homes..

In the 1 hr chat ...we arrived at only one message... and the message courtesy was Psycho (a) Sai....

"நாம ஒரு ஜோக் கேட்டால் உடனே சிரிக்கக் கூடாது... அத ரசிச்சி கொஞ்ச நேரம் கழிச்சி தான் சிரிக்கணும்"

[ Soon after hearing a Joke, We should never laugh.. We should enjoy it and we should laugh after few minutes or so ]

It was then I realized " When friends meet each other,even a day is not enough to share few things"

I never wanna forget this day ~ 1 Aug,2010 and I never will..it was all but SAI (a) Psycho Who made this day of mine a sweet one with lot of Humours....

Reporting Live from the Suicide Point

"Life and People really don't mix" Yes.. It really does. It was the penultimate working day of my 1st year. I haven't written much about my college life. Here I am unleashing all my feelings in this post.

To start with, I'll say about my councelling. Everyone in my family insisted me to pursue ECE. I had no objection for that. The problem was about "Choosing College". Having got a good (It was good untill I reached my councelling hall) I thought I would end up pursuing in "SVC". I was unfortunate as I am OC. In a fraction of seconds, tons of college names came across my mind. My final choise was to pursue either in EASHWARI or in SAIRAM. Ultimately I ended up by clicking "SRI SAIRAM ENGG. COLLEGE, West Tambaram. Councelling Code:419".

I heard from the seniors in my area that "My college is a bit strict." Stictness doesn't matter to me at all then. Imagined a lot about my college in holidays. Surfed for its pictures in the net. Found many friends in orkut. From my school as many as 12 students got a seat in SSEC. But none of them are close to me. To be frank, I haven't talked to any of them much but for three(Anand, Srini, Pari). I thought I would be finding difficult to move on with new ones. I feared for it.

I never imagined my life would turn worser than ever as soon as I stepped into the college. I sat between Ramamurthi and Yusuf. Both doesn't know Tamil and I don't talk that fluently in English. Thank God, After a week Ramamurthi shifted his place. When life at college went on well, I was really missing something (or may be Someone). There were none to share my feelings with. I usually talk mainly with Yusuf and Barath. To say about Yusuf, He is not trustworthy person.(Till date). Then about Barath, He is always STUDIOUS. Moreover he is such a childish person (I don't know if he is pretending or not). He used to crosscheck everything many times. Like sort of Using two Thindukkal Locks for a single door. (He didn't do that. I am just stating an example). Sometimes to be too careful also hurts you. But still I am moving partly well with him.

But still in my college life I am missing those shoulders which came whenever I needed; I am missing those hands that gave a pat when I did good and gave a slap when I did bad; I am missing those eyes which understood my silence; More importantly I am missing those souls that shared my goodness and badness.

Even after end of the year, when anyone asks me "How is your college life?" I'll jus reply "Its Sick." They'll just give a what-the-hell-are-you-saying look. I am saying so because it is so.

After reading this post, you may think "What the stuff does this post consists? " Yup..This post doesn't consists any stuff. I just posted to inform, "My life at college is sick and Don't ever ask me how my life at college is?"

Enjoyed My Last Phase

Whenever I thinking of writing something in this blog, the first topic that comes to my mind is about my school life. It was indeed really good. Such as a sweet music. That too my 11^th and 12^th std life were as good as how it would when we dring a hot tea, while it is raining heavily outside.

I couldn’t remember those early days of my 11^th std. New class. But for Harish and Aarthi sri I haven’t studied with anyone else. I know it was my last phase of my school life. I really don’t want to spend with some unknown strangers. But there were 3 people(strangers initially) who made my last phase really enjoyable.

Many interesting moments happened among us then. I here by mention a few.

• Ø I entered the class and went and sat in the penultimate bench of the class. Seeing me, pramodh turned and said “Dude, Come and sit here” I refused his invitation as it was already occupied by four. Viz. N.Vignesh , Pramodh, Manoj, Sai..
• Ø Right in the very first day of new class, that too in first hour, the topic of Cricket team arrised.V.Vignesh started the topic and asked that who is going to be the Captain. Its going to be only either me or pramodh. Pramodh soon turned and asked, “Can you lead the lead the team? ” I just replied,” Nope..Better you be the captain. I’ll assist you if needed. “

These little conversions were just a beginning. I didn’t even thought that he would become such close in future.

• Ø Saradha “miss” (It had been a year since I used this word ) selected ( rather elected ) “Sai” as Class-Monitor . A class monitor is the one who monitors the class and makes the students who talk in tamil to pay a fine.(Thanks mainly to the Engineering Course that I am doing for because of which I have defined this term well)
• Ø The entire class was against him as he was so sincere at what he was asked to do. (i.e) Making the students to get caught.
• Ø He became wexed and said to her , “ Miss..!! I’ll better resign my post”. The entire class bursted into laughter as soon as he quoted the words “Resign my post”

Days passed. Sai became very close. He came to home regularly. Rather daily. We used to have a chat and he goes.

• Ø It was October, 2007. I got a mobile. I said Vignesh ,” Hey.. I’ll message you once I bought my sim card.” I forgot about it totally. Next day as soon as I entered the class, he came to me and said, “Dude.. This Aircel has poor signal …I haven’t yet received the message that you had sent last night. “ Those words were as painful as immersing a red hot iron rod in a cold water.

Right from that night, for the next 3-4 months We had late night chats.. Really late night…Crossing the 00:00 border.

We used to play cricket every Saturday. I even remember a match against “XI B2”in which S.Karthik made his debut for our team. I, along with him, made a above par score and kept our team’s position high. When pramodh took a wicket in the very first ball of the second Innings,the match turned out to be a one sided affair. These days really brought each other closer.

Life went on good..12^th life was even more good.

I didn’t even remember when we actually started to go to Anjeneya’s temple. It was really a good place to be with friends. It remains to be the same. Initally we went for praying. Later We expected Vignesh' g.friendS rather than Anjenayar’s presence.

• Ø Sai, despite being a Brahmin ,once ate chicken saying to Femila miss that he is eating only potatoes
• Ø Our 12^th june monthly report cards were given. It showed that Sai Secured 8^th rank. The important thing that was to be noticed is that he was failed in Sanskrit paper. He was only failure in the top 15 ranks.

We appeared for our board exams. We did well. Then most awaited Public Holidays came. Daily Cricket, Going to beach once in two weeks, then going to city centre, made us closer than ever. The most important thing I hate is that when ever we go to citi centre, Sai and Pramodh would go to KFC to taste the crispies, while myself and vignesh have to go and get a munch each .

I Enjoyed my lastb phase of school life to the core..mainly due to these three guys..

• ü Dhoom – N.Vignesh
• ü Bammu – Pramodh
• ü Psycho – Sai

Thank you friends..!!
Wishing you all the success in Life.
Ragul

ATTENTION:-

All said above are true and the words are exactly quoted by respective persons

A leaf from my life book

I was doing my second year of the kinder garden studies. It was then this boy came to my school. To be precise, he came to my class. He was lean and of moderate height then. I didn’t care much about him. I stayed aloof from as much as possible as I didn’t like him much. Days passed and it was “as-per-fate” we had to talk to each other. However it was not of good cause. We used to fight with each other for biscuits, for chips, for corner place in a bench, for getting our class tests corrected. I still remember saying him that I hate him to the core. When I think of it now and say to my parents, they would burst in laughter.

So whole of my second year of the kinder garden went by treating him as my enemy, rival etc of that sort.

Having passed in the annual exam conducted by my school, I was promoted to first year of primary studies and not surprisingly so was he. Still I treated him as my rival. I couldn’t remember how did I change my thought about him. Surprisingly, my art rival turned out to be my best friend. Life went on smooth then.

“Give me another chance I want to grow up once again.” Life indeed went smooth.

We fought for the lunch in our UKG. We shared our lunch in our First year of Primary studies. “He really means a lot to me.”

I even remember two funny incidents that happened between us. During our V^th std, he even got caught by our maths mam (Vijayalakshmi) for writing my maths homework. She left the matter just by tearing the page. The second incident happened during our VII^th std. He didn’t bring the Hindi text book and he was sent out by the teacher (Vanaja).Guess what??? I too accompanied him even though I had brought mine. Later Magesh(one of my pals) took my reader from my bag and showed it in front of class. All I was asked to do then was to go to my place and sit silently.

These two incidents may be silly and funny but these things reveal our love with each other and how high we value our friendship.

“He really means a lot to me.” I really mean it.

There after our life was not as smooth as expected. He ignored me. He ignored me totally. He went on to become another one’s(I don’t want to mention the name) closest buddy. The half-an-hour phone calls were reduced to a 5 minutes one. I too didn’t mind to go and talk to him because of my ego.(I regret for it now). Life then was not as good as expected.

Classes were changed during our XI^th. I went on to adapt myself with new buddies and so as he. The phone calls between us were completely dead. We hardly made a call to wish each other on our respective birthday.

After our schooling, it became even worse that we have to say “hi-bye” only by seeing each other in the bus stop waiting for our respective college bus. Unfortunately I am doing my BE at Sri Sairam Engineering College while he is pursuing the same at MNM Jain Engineering College.He was not my side for my success and not for my failures too. He was not there to guide me when I was searching for my shadow in the darkness. Suddenly those shoulders, which came forward when I was crying was missing. Suddenly there were none to feel my sudden pain and to hold my hand till I become strong again. I started to cry when I remember those moments when we laughed together. Life Indeed is not as good as expected.

“He really means a lot to me.”

Two days before, he had sent me a message asking me to tell what I think about him and our friendship. I was unable to reply by 1000 characters. Here I am replying to him.

All I wanted to say him was that “You mean a lot to me.”

With much PYAR ,but staying FAR

RAGUL (Second Year, Kinder Garden)

Flashback: 01022010 Fed up on Feb 1

It was a fine Sunday evening..Every one but for me in my house went to the temple..I went to pramodh’s house to play video game there as per our plan…I had a nice time there....Then i looked my watch and said "Its time for me to return home.."

Right then he said ,”Come to ground at 6.30 AM without fail…We have a match with senior team..”

In reply I said,” Sure buddy…!”

Next day when I woke up…something my mom was saying..! It was then I remembered and said to myself ,” Damid…Today I have college..!! I should check out the meaning for SEMESTER HOLIDAYS in a authorized dictionary …Two days….What the hell I can do with it..!!”

With few scoldings from my parents I got ready for the college and boarded the bus…Tension free travel after a week or so…

After entering the class,I checked out my time table..I prayed God for two things..

1. 1) My maths ma’m should be replaced by some other prof..
2. 2) My Phy sir should not be replaced…

Thank God for HE was in my side as both happened…

With little expections from myself,I decided ..rather took an oath to concentrate in almost all the class of 2^nd sem…

As per schedule,I should have a CP practical in the forennon session…A ma’m came…She introduced herself and started her lecture…

Unix……Linux……Solaris….non GUI……$ promt…..Commands……Oh..!!

This time God was not in my side…

I never expected that I would break my oath within 15 min of commencement of classes…The bell rang….I meant the siren…We went to the lunch hall…I had a slight fear whether my immune system still possed the immunuity against my college food since I have been having my lunch at home during exams…The lunch was as usual….Worse….

Then….we had Chemistry period ….same old ma’m….Thank God for He was gain in my side….She went out for evaluation…We had a free period….A free period on the very first day of the 2^nd semester ….Wow..It was simply good to experience that…After the free period it was Maths hour…New prof..new topics….one of my fav subject…..but not for past 6 months….It went good…Then It was English Period… I thanked God for the third time for HE was again in my side…We had another free period…Courtesy..English ma’m went for Evaluation….

Finally after the break…we had our last period…It was Basic Mech period….

We students in that period followed the oldest every saying….

“He came…..We went (Off to our dream land)”

The day was some sort of a roller coaster ride…..Ups and Down….Expectations let my heart down….Never had my concentration that day….So I decided that I should never take an oath about something that I can’t do….

Expecting a Time machine,

Ragul

Testing the Patience in Tests

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It had been a while since I posted my last post in my blog…. Here I come with a new one… My favourite one….About my favoutite one….

PUNJAB KING - T20 sey TEST thak…!!

He made his debut for team India in the year 2000 against Kenyans. Since then he has cemented his place in ODI…But its not the same case in ALL WHITE FORMAT….Yes,I Meant “Yuvraj Singh ”….. One Having came into the longer format in the year 2003,he couldn’t find a regular place in the playing XI because of FAB FOUR group of batsmen (Dravid,Tendulkar,Ganguly,Laxman)… He has performed well in T20’s and ODI’ s …..but not in tests…

At present,he is finding a place in the Playing XI- thanks to DADA’s retirement…. But does he deserves a place in the team? India’s known for its bench strenth in the “Reign of red cork”….. The squad has names that sounds healthy….but when it comes to performance,they lack consistency unlike FAB FOUR group of batsmen…... One among them is YUVI…..He has scored oly 1582 in 50 innings with a weak average of 35.95… He has scored only 3 tons with a best score of 169(The magical knock alongside DADA ,that rescuded the match for INDIA against their art rivals PAKISTHAN)… He was included in the squad that went to Australia in 07-08….He was made to bite dust by LEE and Co scoring just 19 runs in 4 outings….His poor run didn’t end there….Rather it started from there…. Till date, in his last 14 matches ,he has scored only 784 runs still at average of 35…

19 and 13 ,v West Indies @ Kingston ,30 Jun 2006

169 and 2 ,v Pakistan @ Bangalore ,8 Dec 2007
0 and 5 , v Australia, @ Melbourne ,26 Dec 2007
12 and 0 v Australia, @ Sydney, 2 Jan 2008
32 and DNB ,v South Africa, @ Kanpur ,11 Apr 2008
14 and 85* , v England ,@ Chennai ,1 1 Dec 2008
27 and 86 , v England ,@ Mohali ,19 Dec 2008
22 and DNB ,v New Zealand ,@ Hamilton ,18 Mar 2009
0 and 54* ,v New Zealand,@Napier 26, Mar 2009
9 and 40 ,v New Zealand ,@ Wellington ,3 Apr 2009
68 and DNB ,v Sri Lanka ,@ Ahmedabad ,16 Nov 2009
67 ,v Sri Lanka ,@ Kanpur ,24 Nov 2009
23 , v Sri Lanka .@ Mumbai (BS) ,2 Dec 2009
12 and 25 ,v Bangladesh ,@ Chittagong ,17 Jan 2010


His results doesn’t reflect his talent…. For a middle order batsman, average of 35 is very very less…. He has to perform to cement his position… Former Tamilnadu Ranji Captain BADRINATH is one among the competetor to find a place in playing XI along with MURALI VIJAY….Badrinath has showed now and then by scoring tons and double tons in Ranji matches..He has an average of 58.63 runs per innings….. but still, he has to make his debut…. He deserves a national cap a longer format…He is considered one among them who had spent his most of the early days for playing domestic cricket inspite of having talent….

A place in the PLAYING XI should be DESERVED…. Rather not RESERVED for someone….

YUVRAJ should perform in upcoming tests against BAN and SA….Else he should be perished…..Hoping a ton or double ton from his reebok bat…!!

Its coll-AGE

I think this the first time I am going to write about my college life …Being a college student for three months or so…I wonder how I am more energetic than I was ever in my school days….I know how I used to be in my school….few of my pals also know….Yesteday I had a chat with BRAGA(One of my closest pal) after a long time…The First question he asked me was “Still the same studious RAGUL ah?”….I was so in my school day….Learning everything,….preparing for every tests….even for the class test….But after coming to the college I am not the same Ragul….I have changed….I had the guts to write a Unit test without even preparing….(I mentioned in one of my previous posts)….Commenting aloud in class…I have never done in my school days…I will comment but not aloud….Talking to every student both boys and girls….I was not like that in my school…will talk only to a few…..The onething which I couldn’t digest is that I am being targeted by few teachers especially my maths ma’m…..Was pet student for few teachers in schooldays….Two of the important changes I found myself I left my desire to sit in the last bench….and improved my English speaking skill…..but still I fear to orate in front of a crowd….even friends in that sense….

Though I have changed a lot…Few things remain unchanged….Viz…Still I hate being called “MACHI”….

Highly short tempered…..Argues that INDIA will win the match till the last ball is being bowled though my mind knows INDIA won’t…..Same RAGUL who is passionate about cricket…..

Still 8 semesters to go….Lets me see the changes in me on that last day….Hoping that I will coming as PROFESSIONAL ENGINEER…!!(Such as my physcis sir used to say)

RAGUL

The Farewell day that wasn't..!

Hardly there was a month to face our board exams….Everyone was busy in their preparations…Then the circular came calling out the day for the farewell party…rather the so called “FAREWELL PARTY”….We friends realized that we are going to miss each other in a short period from then….We know, the school doesn’t sends us in a way which we deserve… They conducted it as they have to do…We were all set to attend the party…We had many plans….planned to write our name all over the walls of our school…Taking snaps with our beloved teachers….Snaps of our lovable school….Pramodh brought the cam…Unfortunately he didn’t have the guts to take the snaps…Myself and hareesh went on to do the work of writing our names in walls….we did in the biology lab…we did in the class nearby to the cycle shed….We wrote in our benches….we wrote in tree in front of physics lab….Few speeches…..few advices…we were forced to tune our ears to those…..At last we were given sweets,Ice creams and were sent off…..We didn’t have any feeling of missing on that day which was against our thought…..We took snaps on the streets….Had a 45 min chat in front of sai’s house….And then returned home….

Indeed the day of feelings was on MARCH 19^TH ,The last day our school life…..We were about to cry…But we didn’t….The last few words of our principal to one of our gang members were “Hey Vignesh…!!Come here..!! Will you score centum in Computer Science….??” The Tiny Toy replied “Yes sir…Sure I will score” But he didn’t make his words true…..We bid adieu to our school….That evening almost all of our friends met in the ground… We did played there….. The sun went home….But we didn’t…We sat and discussed about our school life…its good and bad…We had our feelings then…. We had a promise of being in touch with each other….Few kept up while few didn’t mind to keep up…It was then first tear that we shed for each other….It was indeed the FAREFELL PARTY which we had for ourselves…..

From KG to HSc at My School

If life has REWIND button..for sure I will press it and enjoy my school life once again….Not only me many of us will do the same..I don’t know how I had spent as many as 14 years there…it’s a bit strict but still I wanna be there..I miss those moments when I stood over my benches for a whole period as a punishment…I miss those moments when I was waiting for that 3.50 PM bell so that I can rush in to the cycle shed…I miss those moments when we had Cycle race…I miss my those moments when we had cricket match in our school….I miss my friends…I miss my teachers…I miss my pricipal…I miss my SCHOOl LIFE…

I am currently doing my B.E…This morning It rained heavily….As usual I Boarded my college bus and sat in the last row of bus…Waah ! What a climate it was.! Simply romantic…As my seniors were preparing for their semester exam,we maintained silence in our bus....Few rain drops made my shirt wet ..I felt i was happy today….I closed my eyes and started to think about my school life..I did my whole schooling right from pre kinder garden to higher secondary in the same school….

I don’t remember much of my moments in my Kinder gardens..The best of the moments in my kinder gardens is when I climbed up the stage to receive “second prize in proficiency” during an annual day function….The one with Whom I had spent the most of my time is C.VIGNESH..He is my best ever buddy…At present I don’t know his where abouts…I miss him a lot..we both studied in the same class till our 5th std…Till 5th std me,C.Vi,Braga,Mahesh,Thilak,Sneha,Priya,Karthik formed a gang…We friends used to share our good,our bad and ofcourse our Lunch…Braga,My first enemy in kinder garden,became my best one in rest of my schooling and hoping that it will be the same....

Though mine is Co-Ed school,during my 6th,7th and 8th std our school administration had separate classes for boys and girls….Those 3 years were “THE BEST” in my primary education…In those 3 years I became close to S.Karthikeyan,J.P.Vignesh,Pari and became close to them along with Braga , Mahesh, Thilak and Anand..These three years raised my acads performance as I was getting a prize for proficiency in all the three year…
Then in my 9th I became crazy about cricket…I worth cricket more than my life…Though I am not a great player ….I regard myself as a great spectator… I first palyed my cork ball match representing team “VIII A” under the captainship of ARUN against “VIII E2”..I was just a substitute in that team…But I didn’t remain the same…I improved my batting skills cemeted my 2 down spot in that team…our team won two prizes in 9th and 10th ….”Runners up” in the former and “Winners” in the latter… Those moments may be childish but still I miss them…Right from my 3rd std till my 10th I received atleast a prize either in sports or in acads in each annual day function…

Then in my higher secondary I had chosen Computer Science as my fouth subject along with maths,physics and chemistry…Having came to new class,I found myself aloof from others initially…Bt I didn’t remain the same…Soon N.Vignesh,Pramodh,Sai,Syed,M.S.Karthigayen,S.Ka,N.Ka,Hareesh became close to me…I formed a new gang as I had a cleft with my older ones but for Mahesh and Thilak…But with these guys around me I felt my school like a heaven.But to others it was a haloween building…These were the one who close to me as days went.…There are many other friends for me…Few of them are P.Karthik,Bharath,J.VI,Sabarish,Anand…

I finished my schooling so as others…I am happy that I am in touch with every one but for C.Vignesh and Sneha…I wish that every one will be succesfull in their life…

All the Best buddies….

RAGUL

Why it happened??

The Term Tests were going on then.. Maths Exam was scheduled to be conducted on that day..…I didn’t prepare much…To be frank, I didn’t prepare at all….I planned to skim the maths formulae during my 1 hour bus travel to college...Till that day,the boys were sitting in front rows of the bus,while the girls were sitting at the back…But it was not the same on that day…The seating arrangements became vice versa…I should regard myself as unfortunate....I was totally disappointed…We felt the JERK whenever the driver applied the break…we felt even more than ever…I was unable concentrate on the sums…oops..!! I felt even worse when I had a big hit on my forehead…. Everything happened against me… Finally I reached the college…Without preparing much,I gonna write my exam and that too maths….It was time for the exam…I received the question paper and saw the questions…wooh….”Was Evolute and Envelope in the portion???”Nothing went right for me.. i decided to try all the sums…Initially I arrived at the answer easily for 2 mark questions…Then I came to 16 mark section….Not even a for a single sum I got the answer…I just left all the sums at the half way stage….I handed over my answer sheet and attented my class that day and returned home…I was totally upset for a week or so thinking of my maths performance ...I am not sure whether I would pass or not….I was worried even more because I have never failed in a examination before..The day came when my maths ma’m asked us to see our answer sheets in private at staff room …..she just let us know our marks but didn’t give our mark sheets…I chanted all the mantras that I know….prayed God so that I pass….mine came….”ROLL NO 31…got 51….managed to pass….should Improve ….”Oh My goodness….I have passed….24 students out of 56 were failed in the examination….It would have been 25 if I had been one among them…but somehow I have passed….she will give our answer sheets on Monday…I am worried what she will comment about my performance….Hoping that she doesn’t burst into anger while giving my paper…
LET ALL HAPPENS WELL..!!

RAGUL.M

Its my no 1

Its Diwali day....Sounds of crackers are tearing by ear drums....Even I bursted a few and returned home a while ago.... But I was not interested in burning crackers this time as i used to be...What is reason behind it?? Have I been matured boy as I just completed my eighteen??? or...Am I trying to save my dad's money?? Definitely the latter one would not be the reason.....I myself could't answer this...Not only me...few of my friends also say this...Whats the reason behind it...

I have read in book which deals with human desires.....I couldn't remember the title..."Human desires certain things....If he gets it,his desire to that thing reduces day by day....If he didn't get it,he desires it even more than ever...but the desire never gets destroyed" is an extract from that book..I personally feel that the lines not only goes for the physical object...It goes for the mental interest too....

Sitting on the sofa (just like Ajith in "BILLA"), I started to think the reason behind that....Just then my mom gave me a cup of boost....I drank it and then resumed thinking... If I had lost interest in a thing means,I am interested in any other thing or event......So some thing has grabbed my interested this day....So what it could me....???

Having created an account 3 months ago...I haven't posted any thing yet....Did this thing got my mind this day....May be....I inferior ed myself as my language is poor....But then one of my friends suggested that this could improve my language....So I am here posting my first post in my blog...Thanks dear for for finding out a way to improve my language....Love you loads....

Regards,

Ragul